now, it's time to go

cuti dah habes doe ! bapak cepat gilaaaaa ! hahahh
tpi nasib baik dah abes, heeee ilang sikit stress aku.
tpi stress2 pun, it was worth it :D
bnde2 yg aku nk buat, dah completed.
mcm addmath folio *buat satu hari, satu malam. PECAH RECORD bhai ! haha
then, dpt jmpe kawan xcept reena. damn it ! imy la doe ! :(

owh yea, sblum aku chow aku nk wish
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZA FIZAMAN (15 June)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIA (18 June)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIZAL ROSLEE (19 June)
haha dah tua ! :P

*kawan biar ramai, musuh jangan sekali*
hopefully aku xdak :))

thinking of youu,

haha xde kene mngena pown title ngn bende ngarut yg aku nak tulis ni :))
anyway, sekolah nk dkt start.

homework.... heh berbukit lagi. aku x abis mendaki lagii ni, sbb ada je bnde yg NAK mngacau.

perasaan gementar, x prnh nak menghilang dlm diri aku. tpii hidup kene cool. HAHAHHAAH :)

ouh yea, td aku belekbelek buku conteng aku, ttbe aku nmpk quote yg ditulis oleh kak senior aku,

"semakin lama aku kenal dia,

semakin aku tidak kenali dia."

bagi korang, maksud nye apaa ? HAHA kalau siapa betul aku kasi hadiah :)) *xde keje. hehe

*nota; bagaikan mak ketam mengajar anaknya berjalan dengan lurus.

haaaa, tu KAU laa tuu, HAHAHA

A moment like this

awwwwww, korang sweet.
that song is really niceee. *i like i like :)

a million thanks to kakak raha + abang rizal for being there when i was down gila gila.
it's a pity elileli x dpt nk join. but it's okay, you guys are the best.
thanks for being a good listener and giving me lots of advice.
remember this quote "kawan ketawa ramai, kawan menangis sukar nk jumpa" ?
well, i think i have found that person. haha :))

kak raha and abang rizal,
promise me, don't ever leave me alone k ? promise you'll guys stay with me till the very end ?
and raha, igt x ayat ni ? "ainaa x pernh menangis" ?
haha well, kalau korang tinggal kn aina, for sure i'll cry and pour 1 litre of tears....

*&%&^$&@$#@$#^$*(()&(^&%#$@

okayyyy ! AINAA tgh stress gila mcm nak mati. haha jangan kacau aku la bodo !
ba** aku nk keluar dr rumah nii !
weyhh people ! help me doe :((
aku byk homework, and my mum suruh aku buat house chores(byk pulak tu). oleh itu aku stress. utk hilangkn stress, aku ngadap computer. tpi bila pikir balik, LAGI lah stress bodo dgn homework x siap, chores x buat, ngdap computer 24/7. adoyai hidup aku tgh kucar kacir. HAHA ainaa dah jadi gilaaaaaaaa.

"kawan ketawa ramai, kawan menangis, sukar nk jumpa"
uishh betul shiall ! geramm ah mcm nii -________________-

i wonder who...

"it's amazing when strangers become friends,
but it's sad when friends become strangers.

i never wanna lose you as a friend,
i met you as a stranger,
i took you as friend.

i hope we meet in heaven,
where friendship never ends."

pergh ayat diaa. siapa lah agak nye yg came up with this kn ?
korang knl ? haha kalau knl, bak sini org nye. aku nk tabik sama dia duh ! otak die pasal kawan mmg ketat. heh, kan best kalau ada kwn mcm org yg tulis ayat nii, hehe :))
okay lala~ aku xde kerja. haha
ddk rumah buat aku pikir bukanbukan.

weyhhhh ! ajak aku keluar bodo ! HAHAHA :D

ba** gila !

the more you people say sorry,
the more you people say you love me,
the more you people say you miss me,
the more i hate you guys.
because, up here in my head,
all i can think is that you don't really mean to say that.
korang mcm TERpakse ckp doe !
sumpah aku tak suka.

but hey, ini semua perasaan aku. tatau la kalau korang really mean it or not. heh
kan best kalau aku bole dgr apa yg korang benarbenar fikirkn. pergh, gila best :))

-_________________-"

wah ttbe je muncul nama aku kat merata tempat.
gila TERHARU.









NOT !
*i'm sorry, i'm not in the mood and sorry for my fricking mean attitudes towards you guys. :|

kacau bilau ? *watta ? HAHA

okay i have this friend. eyh wait, i'm not sure weather she is a friend or not. hah ! -____-
alryte, lets call her T shall we ? okay then, let the story begin ! HAHA

PAST
anyway, i have this maybe-so-called-friend-depends-on-her-opinion-about-me. HAHAHA
her name is T. we've been friends since last year, and damn yes we were close. very close smpai ssh nk open baliik. HAHA but this year, i'm not so sure about that now. since she has a new friend or so i called "groupies" and she kindda forget about me. i mean like i sms her asking how is she and all, and all i get is ...... nothing nada zero. when i ask her why she didn't reply, she said "ouh sorry xde kredit" heh at first i believe you T but when i found out about you calling my friends, ouh i'm sorry cuz my trust to you have officially gone ! i can't believe you lied to me. nmpk sgt kau nk avoid aku. nmpk sgt kau dah xnk kawan dgn aku. apa ? bagi kau aku ni penyibuk antarabangsa ka apa ? annoying habes ? bagi kau, aku ni low sgt ke banding kn dgn kawan baru kau tu ? aku tahu la aku ni x sekaya ur new friends. haih -.- tpi kau sendiri tau en yg kau lah kawan yg paling aku syg ? don't do this to me. please ?

PRESENT
okay CUT ! hahah this is the feeling that i used to feel before i found out about her using her mum's phone calling her friend. heh how sillylilly of me. but still, asal dia kau bole contact, aku xley ? mcm x biase pulak call aku guna no ur mum -_____-
haih T, pape je la k ? all i can do now is pray tht you still love me and still anggap aku as ur bestfriend :))

random thoughts :)

hah hello hello blog readers,
gila lama x update blog ni. i'm sorry. kindda bz :)
"yelaah, budak teknik enn mestila busyy" haha those annoying words tht always came from people's mouth -_________-

anyway, it's been 2 months now since i moved to boarding school. and yes, this year lah yang paling byk up's and down's aku (KOT) and lots of things have change. not just physically but also mentally. AHAH apakah ? and mostly i blame all you guys for changing and treating me differently. and yes i blame tht damn boarding school. but tht was the past. Now, i realise that people change and people move on. I also realise that it's me yang tanak move on and instead i blame you guys for all my down's. and for tht, i'm sorry. i act like this bukan nye apa it's just that i'm afraid to lose all of you. afraid that you guys will forget all those memories we build for the past few years. but a friend of mine said "kau jgn risau, kalau dioerg sayang kau, dioerg sure xkn lupe kau. all you have to do is believe them" soo now, i'm okay and reading back those blog i post make me look very sillylilly. HAHA

and now i'm trying to get rid of my envious and my negative thinking. b'cuz this is the reason i became like this in the first place. hehe. ouh yea, i wanna say i'm sorry for the sombongness i've been to you guys but hey, it's very hard to keep in touch with ALL of you, ya'know ? kalau tanak aku sombong, kau jgn sombong kn diri juga ok ? and don't blame it all on me. *heh i think i'm getting very good in solving each of the problems tht i've been through. :PP

ouh yea, and i think moving to KUSTECH is a good thing to do *no offense peeps* b'cus IF i'm still a sevens i may having more down's than now. why ? heee i think it's not the reason of my leaving people change. it is written. *ceywahh. haha :P* and for tht i will be in more pain than ever seeing a friend infront of me act very differently thn before. soo my moving to other school doesnt effect me tht much when i know tht you're different now. and i don't really care tht you've change because it's you who want to start a new life soo i don't mind. as long as you still remember me as your friend and i'll be okay :) boarding school also makes my life teratur drpd kalau kat sevens, saya merayau je keje. HAHA soo this give me a bright future la (insyallah) soo i guess my life is okay for now. for the last few months i was just being over reacting heh :))

heee i never told you guys about my peeps at kustech ryte ? haha the main reason is i don't want to move on and i don't to hear this dmn words "yelaah, dah ada kawan baru enn lupa kwn lama" HAHA but i'm okay now, soo i'll introduce ok ?
okay i'll start with my roommates which is;
Bulan - also known as ekin. haha a girl with personalities tht you cn never imagine
Leen Concrete - haha good at giving advise and a very fun person to talk with
Emisozi - "mak" wannabe, suka kasi arahan. HAHA tpi she's a good listner
Eiya - yaaa anakmanja kita. tpi manja manja pown she's a strong women ! eyh silap *girl. AHAH
Batman - also known as B/Balqis. sama mcm emisozi (mum wannabee) tpi dia lagi kasar. HAHA
Nurul - ohoh the talkative one :)
Farah - an independent person and have been a very brave girl. *i'm proud of you :))
Juliea - the quiet one, but also kind.
Last but not least,
our senioritas kak OCHAN + kak HOTCHOC :D
senior paling rock and sporting. hehehe.
my clssmate pulak from 4 Electrique 2, well sikit jea people dlm tu. about 18 people. and only 4 ladies including me. HAHA the guys are okay. lelaki paling baik dan senyap. *so they say laa. they're fun to talk with and to them i'm the annoying chatter box. HAHA tah pape tah.
The teachers are cool. and some are kindda annoying hehe
being new to this school is very hard, people sometimes attack you for no reason and boicott you. but thank god i never been there. but my roommates have and i feel sorry for them. but we stick together no matter what, kan kan ? most of the juniors ARE okay, so i'm okay there :)

sooooooooooo as a conclusion, Aina Hazwani is okay now. and buat bodo saja dgn blog tht i have post for the last few months. Now, i have move on. and i don't mind if you guys have new friends or wht, cuz i too have new friends. *hidup kau, kau punya. hidup aku, aku punya* but as long as you guys keep in touch with me, and remember me plus miss me. then i'll be okay.
owh yea, don't worry, i'm 100% sure i will remember you guys, miss you guys and keep in touch with you guys. And even though i have new friends, it'll be a pity losing you guys since you guys are the one tht i love the most<333

*whoa, blog paling panjang kut. HAHA