random thoughts :)

hah hello hello blog readers,
gila lama x update blog ni. i'm sorry. kindda bz :)
"yelaah, budak teknik enn mestila busyy" haha those annoying words tht always came from people's mouth -_________-

anyway, it's been 2 months now since i moved to boarding school. and yes, this year lah yang paling byk up's and down's aku (KOT) and lots of things have change. not just physically but also mentally. AHAH apakah ? and mostly i blame all you guys for changing and treating me differently. and yes i blame tht damn boarding school. but tht was the past. Now, i realise that people change and people move on. I also realise that it's me yang tanak move on and instead i blame you guys for all my down's. and for tht, i'm sorry. i act like this bukan nye apa it's just that i'm afraid to lose all of you. afraid that you guys will forget all those memories we build for the past few years. but a friend of mine said "kau jgn risau, kalau dioerg sayang kau, dioerg sure xkn lupe kau. all you have to do is believe them" soo now, i'm okay and reading back those blog i post make me look very sillylilly. HAHA

and now i'm trying to get rid of my envious and my negative thinking. b'cuz this is the reason i became like this in the first place. hehe. ouh yea, i wanna say i'm sorry for the sombongness i've been to you guys but hey, it's very hard to keep in touch with ALL of you, ya'know ? kalau tanak aku sombong, kau jgn sombong kn diri juga ok ? and don't blame it all on me. *heh i think i'm getting very good in solving each of the problems tht i've been through. :PP

ouh yea, and i think moving to KUSTECH is a good thing to do *no offense peeps* b'cus IF i'm still a sevens i may having more down's than now. why ? heee i think it's not the reason of my leaving people change. it is written. *ceywahh. haha :P* and for tht i will be in more pain than ever seeing a friend infront of me act very differently thn before. soo my moving to other school doesnt effect me tht much when i know tht you're different now. and i don't really care tht you've change because it's you who want to start a new life soo i don't mind. as long as you still remember me as your friend and i'll be okay :) boarding school also makes my life teratur drpd kalau kat sevens, saya merayau je keje. HAHA soo this give me a bright future la (insyallah) soo i guess my life is okay for now. for the last few months i was just being over reacting heh :))

heee i never told you guys about my peeps at kustech ryte ? haha the main reason is i don't want to move on and i don't to hear this dmn words "yelaah, dah ada kawan baru enn lupa kwn lama" HAHA but i'm okay now, soo i'll introduce ok ?
okay i'll start with my roommates which is;
Bulan - also known as ekin. haha a girl with personalities tht you cn never imagine
Leen Concrete - haha good at giving advise and a very fun person to talk with
Emisozi - "mak" wannabe, suka kasi arahan. HAHA tpi she's a good listner
Eiya - yaaa anakmanja kita. tpi manja manja pown she's a strong women ! eyh silap *girl. AHAH
Batman - also known as B/Balqis. sama mcm emisozi (mum wannabee) tpi dia lagi kasar. HAHA
Nurul - ohoh the talkative one :)
Farah - an independent person and have been a very brave girl. *i'm proud of you :))
Juliea - the quiet one, but also kind.
Last but not least,
our senioritas kak OCHAN + kak HOTCHOC :D
senior paling rock and sporting. hehehe.
my clssmate pulak from 4 Electrique 2, well sikit jea people dlm tu. about 18 people. and only 4 ladies including me. HAHA the guys are okay. lelaki paling baik dan senyap. *so they say laa. they're fun to talk with and to them i'm the annoying chatter box. HAHA tah pape tah.
The teachers are cool. and some are kindda annoying hehe
being new to this school is very hard, people sometimes attack you for no reason and boicott you. but thank god i never been there. but my roommates have and i feel sorry for them. but we stick together no matter what, kan kan ? most of the juniors ARE okay, so i'm okay there :)

sooooooooooo as a conclusion, Aina Hazwani is okay now. and buat bodo saja dgn blog tht i have post for the last few months. Now, i have move on. and i don't mind if you guys have new friends or wht, cuz i too have new friends. *hidup kau, kau punya. hidup aku, aku punya* but as long as you guys keep in touch with me, and remember me plus miss me. then i'll be okay.
owh yea, don't worry, i'm 100% sure i will remember you guys, miss you guys and keep in touch with you guys. And even though i have new friends, it'll be a pity losing you guys since you guys are the one tht i love the most<333

*whoa, blog paling panjang kut. HAHA